I feel like a fatass. All I do is smoke pot and eat. I weigh almost 150 lbs. I know that doesn't sound like a lot, but coming from 112 it is. It's just so goddamn boring here, and I'm tired of watching Nurse Jackie. Maybe I should start doing meth like everyone else or pretend that I found Jesus.
I really don't feel like going back to rehab. Next Wednesday I'm going on tour to Miami with Fern and Kat's band Eskizofrenia. They want me to do the videoing--something about making a documentary about people in Cochran, too. Maybe that will make things interesting.
I really want to start writing songs again, but I don't really have any privacy here. The walls are too thin, and I feel uncomfortable using profanity or saying what I really want to say when my parents can hear me. I need an egg.
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- ben
- i've been in a semi-nomadic state since the turn of the century, but i can generally be found in georgia or california. i like making up songs and playing with kitties. if you want to see how much i've changed over the years, feel free to visit my old journal from 2001-2008 at monkeeshyne.livejournal.com
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